Reflections of an Ex-Jehovah's Witness The XJayDub Cafe

Manic Panic – No Sign From the Good God.

October 20, 2019 3:00 am -34 Hours of no sleep. – I write this from a hospital bed. My mind and heart racing with involuntary panic. My thoughts plagued with delusions and distorted reality . As I fight for my mind as my body lay in bed I wonder where God is again ( and again). And why did he think bipolar 2/ maniac depression with a diagnosis of Hyperreligiousty was a good idea to create me with ?!

(To be continued, Excerpt from First Memoir, The Crazy Bipolar Ex-Jehovah’s Witness Apostate Chick , A Journey Running From Mentallness and From Faith And Religion By Spencer Tyler -Coming soon)

….why won’t he ever show up for me?

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